The day is gray,
but not dull. The dark clouds overhead seem to boil, twisting and turning in
the stiff breeze like a massive coil of snakes. Purple, gray, blue, and black color
the sky, blocking out the sun, and leaving the green grass with a shadow cast
over it, blades bowing to the force of the wind.
A group of
strangers crowds around a wooden casket, every last one of them foreign to each
other, mingling in small groups, their faces bowed and grim, bodies draped in
dark black cloth like phantoms hovering over a grave, clinging to the lost soul
with icy cold hands. No warmth invades the space the bodies occupy—the cold
chaffing their hands and whipping the color from their faces, tearing hair from
pins and leaving loose pieces of black cloth to flap about their owners like
the wings of bats.
The polished
surface of the casket reflects the figures in a warped representation that is
more true to their nature; faces elongated; bodies twisted and malformed.
Flowers decorate the lid, pale white
atop the mahogany wood, the green stems already sucking the life from the
delicate petals, leaving them to wilt; already dead, but still pretty, like a
body dressed for viewing.
The wind blows and
a few stray drops of rain fall from the sky like tears, landing on upturned
faces and gleaming on the casket, some dampening the petals of the flowers like
dewdrops. In the distance thunder rumbles, like a groan issuing from some long
slumbering beast that is slowly awakening.
Whispers pervade
the small crowd like poison, dropping from lips and seeping into the earth to
kill the grass that is already trampled by the passing of heavy feet. But all
of a sudden, the whispers die, left unspoken on cold lips, as a bright splash
of color appears in the midst of so much dark and death; warmth in the cold;
but the color is only an illusion. The wearer is just as cold as the rest.
She stands
barefoot on the grass, pale toes peeking out from underneath the crimson folds
of her dress, swept about her body like a red ribbon twirled around a finger.
Her shoulders are slumping gently, as if all the fight has gone, pale in the
cold and spotted with a few drops of water that might be rain or tears. Dark
hair cascades down around the pale face like bits of shadowy silk, a stark
contrast to the pale white of her face. Red lips are twisted; a horrible
contortionist’s act that deforms the perfect face. But staring out of the pale
face, like pools of glistening oil, are her eyes; dark and tortured beneath
long, thick lashes of midnight. In those dark eyes, smolders a fire; just two
burning embers in a sea of oil, failing to the light the entire pool, but
refusing to give in and go out.
The silence is
eerie, every face turned to stare at this stranger. Her eyes do not fall on the
faces riveted to hers, but on the casket, wholly absorbed in it as a dog is its
master. A single wilted flower slides off the polished surface and hits the
ground with an unheard sound that reverberates in the heads of those watching,
an imagined thud.
The red lips lose
their horrible twist, falling back into place in perfect form, remaining still
for an instant before forming their heart-wrenching cry.
Everyone freezes,
eyes widening in shock, then they stumble back, cold feet numb with disuse,
almost falling into the dewy grass in their haste to distance themselves from
the girl and the horrible sound she makes.
Another cry follows
the first, and she staggers forward over the wet grass, the hem of her dress
dragging over the ground, dampening with the few scattered raindrops that clung
to the blades of grass.
“No!” Her pale
arms reach out of their own accord, fingers outstretched as if to grasp the
departed soul and drag it back to earth. “No, no!”
The whispers start
up again, hushed voices now both shocked and disgusted. The red dress stands
out like a thorn amongst all the black; one thorn, dripping in brilliant, ruby red
blood.
With a sudden sob
that is wrenched from the very depths of her breaking heart, she throws herself
on the casket, crushing the delicate flowers beneath the weight of her body,
releasing their scent of mingling freshness and the sickeningly sweet odor of
decay.
“NO!” The hoarse,
wrenching sobs are gone, replaced by an ear piercing scream that shatters the
stillness as only a woman’s voice can. “PLEASE, NO! PLEASE!”
Her pleas are in
vain as she lies across the polished wood, pleading for what she cannot have. A
middle-aged woman steps forward, dark dress billowing around her, and reaches
out to the young woman, pulling her away from the object of her grief. As she
is dragged away, the flowers are swept from the lid, falling to the earth in a
cascade of crushed petals and bent stems, the red clothed bosom now stained
with their scent. A single white petal clings to the raven hair, stuck like a
falling leaf in a gust of wind, no longer part of the tree, but unable to reach
the earth where its brethren lie.
The bearers lift
the casket and begin to lower it into the grave, the sides of coffin scraping
against the dirt walls, causing a waterfall of dirt to precede it into the pit.
The young woman
still watches, tears filling her dark eyes, but the fires of grief still
refusing to give out and be extinguished by the salty tears. The older woman’s
hand is clenched around the pale, slender wrist, keeping her in place, but the
free arm is outstretched, straining to reach the grave.
One by one the
people clothed in black step forward and look down into the grave. No one
throws a clump of dirt or flower; they just look down, as if seeing where death
will lead them in the end. When all have gone, the woman releases the girl and
she staggers forward, almost falling over the crimson folds of her dress. As
she stumbles, her hand stoops to the earth, catching up a crumpled white
flower.
If you had looked
up from the grave, staring straight up at the young woman with her dark hair and
red dress, you would see the tears raining from her eyes as she leans forward
and tosses the flower forward into the grave where it falls right in the center
of the lid. She scoops up a clump of dirt and lets it sift through her fingers
like the sands of time, until her hand is empty save for the smudges on her
palm. Then the fires in her eyes go out.
Wow!!
ReplyDeleteGosh, Madeleine, this story was amazing!!
It completely took my breath away!!!
Keep writing!! :)
~Ella